When Mercury is in retrograde, the planet appears to go backward in its orbit as viewed from earth. I took the word retrograde and used it as an analogy for how I continued to return to a toxic relationship. Just when I felt I was finally breaking away from this vicious cycle, I found myself back in the same self-destructive relationship. I began to realize that the rejection from the one I once loved, festered into an obsession that was rooted in hatred. The deeper I fell into retrograde, the less I focused on my self-worth. My self-esteem became connected to how he viewed me as opposed to how I viewed myself. If you want to watch the full video, link is in bio.
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